TODAY I COMPLETED MY FIRST HAND STAND!
I think I'm at the brink of re-gaining more control over my mind and feelings regardless of the outside stimulants of trying to move/preparing for a recital/finishing my job/finding a replacement/dealing with "the man"/finishing my credentialing program/being a good friend and family member.
Also re-motivating my practice routine through recordings I'm swapping with a fellow hornist. It's great not to "create and analyze at the same time." When I play, I feel I'm making music for her, not for my own judgment. It's been a positive step in the process.
Chamber Music and a slumber party on Tuesday night re-charged my being. It was a mini stay-cation in the city. Beautiful to share time and art with people I love dearly.
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