Vetruvian Me Time

I was reminded I discount what "Me time" is and when it is happening. We have a lot more than we are willing to admit: in the coffee shop, waiting in line (can be nice when AC is involved), setting up during a move. Amidst having time to study for pre-tests and establish a living space, I fool myself by thinking I'm unhappily occupied/stuck in traffic. Not true; my schedule is open for all of the things "I wish I had time for."

Working to enjoy the world as it is happening. The image of the Vetruvian Man came to me yesterday.

Trying not to compete in moving my mind forward or behind, but sitting (or standing) in the middle. ***In my mental image, the extended arms were faded.***


ALSO: to establish myself as a real person show and what this looks like as enacted in real life....here is an excerpt from an email to my boyfriend.

"I'm avoiding self-inflicted angina re: sending a girl $200 on paypal for her gently used Queen bed. WHAT IF SHE DISAPPEARS?! What is small claims court like?!?>!>!?

SHE'S LEAVING TOWN AND WILL NEVER COME BACK

....and other mental catastrophes.

WHICH REMINDS ME I ONLY OWED $150 and I've overpayeddddddd :(

I AM A FOOL. itsgoingtobeokayitsgoingtobeokayitsgoingtobeokay

AHHHH

No Joke, if storing and shipping costs $2000 or less next time...everything is coming with me in nicely labeled boxes and a few insane ones.

This morning I dragged a shelving unit a quarter mile into the apartment from a curb.

#CrossfitEverywhere"